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Ozcar

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Embracing myself

Posted by Ozcar - May 9th, 2010

I embrace myself, because there's no one else to do it.
I embrace myself, because that's all what is left.
I've lost all my memories of the sweet days
and all I have is the sour taste that your lips left.

I've grounded myself inside this room
waiting for a light, waiting for you,
although your comeback will hurt me more
I keep waiting, embracing myself, lying in the darkness.

I don't want you here
but I need you
I don't want this feeling
I don't want to need you anymore

Where am I going to be when I'm 30?
In the middle of the light?
Inside the darkness?
Dead?

My arms feel dead,
should I stop embracing myself?
No...That's all I have left...
I should not stop embracing myself,
that's all I have now.

Embracing myself

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Daniel-Mac 2010-05-09 17:59:39

Deep man, real deep.

Ozcar 2010-05-09 17:59:39

Thanks

Domo 2010-05-10 22:41:37

ok?

Loki 2010-05-10 23:00:52

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Ozcar 2010-05-10 23:00:52

O_o

Drugs? Stop using them...

killaforreala 2010-05-10 23:49:17

So how'd ya manage to get de-modded?
( place joke about mom here! l )
l
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LeopardFurryfurever 2010-05-11 14:31:10

Words that are spoken from the heart hold the most power, embrace them and thrive, for that is what makes peope who they are.

-Stoneclaw,a.k.a. LeopardFurryfurever

Ozcar 2010-05-11 14:31:10

Thanks

BaronVonBadGuy 2010-05-12 16:52:48

Ozcar, I see you've finally written a poem about me!
Now without further adieu my darling, allowing my loving embrace to sooth your troubled soul.

Ozcar 2010-05-12 16:52:48

<3 BVBG

ZenithQuinn 2010-05-13 09:15:23

rrrrrrrrright

Hawdcore 2010-05-14 01:50:18

Hah you think your so tuff when I could do side ways round house flying kik and beat u up lolol n00b

Rooster 2010-05-14 02:55:05

I miss you, why haven't we talked on msn in forever?

Ozcar 2010-05-14 02:55:05

I get online almost always...where have you been?

Dubbi 2010-05-15 11:55:31

An ostenible blessing
From the gracious gods
An angel, a beauty
Given to a member
Who's not one the mods

She was endowed to oscar
Joying his kind heart
Before her was nothing
With her was bliss
But at her depart

Comes nothing, but
The cold, wicked air
Of deathly despair.

Ozcar 2010-05-15 11:55:31

Gorgeous

I liked it...

Embracing myself

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